i love my moleskin...

and my moleskin hates me! ive had it for less than a week and im almost done with it. went to disneyland yesterday and drew stuff. it was fun, just hanging out with friends and going on thunder mountain 4 times and almost getting thrown out.





on a more serious note, ive rediscovered the greatness that was Mr. Rogers, thanks to Dylan. He still so powerful in my adult life now where i really feel the pressure of reality sink in. Ive felt that ive taken a lot for granted these past couple years, and now that school is coming to a close, all i can say is that im scared. Truely frightened of what the real world holds in store for me. I've always felt safe inside my home cuddled away in my bed, but sooner or later i must get out there and live out my own life, but that first step will always be hard. I guess, i just dont think i can do it. Then, i see this video of Mr Rogers good bye, and i see a best friend that i havent seen in such long long time. Someone that i've need for soooo long to tell me how unique i am, and that there will always be someone to guide you when the world seems so cold. And it brought tears to my eyes, because i saw how much he cared for me. I really felt that he was talking to me, and i just want to hug him and thank him for how much hes done for me as a child and an adult. but with that, i cant take my family or friends for granted. They have always been there for me, but lately ive just been so stubborn and self centered to realize that. i need to get off my high horse and start letting people in and in turn i just want to be a better person when i set out on my own.

thank you Mr Rogers